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I got an idea [06 Jul 2004|10:12pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

Friends and people i want to do something you guys think you guys kno me some think im nice sweet like shayan and naury some think im always hyper and stupid and annoying and some just think i have different attitudes or something i want you to ask me question it could be personal serious or just wanting to kno but im serious about this just so you people can really kno who i am cause i kno people that really kno me and thats naury and shayan they really REALLY kno me they just dont kno me of the stupid hyper demis no i am a sweet guy and a sensitive ok w.e just ask me

~demis

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I got an idea [06 Jul 2004|10:12pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

Friends and people i want to do something you guys think you guys kno me some think im nice sweet like shayan and naury some think im always hyper and stupid and annoying and some just think i have different attitudes or something i want you to ask me question it could be personal serious or just wanting to kno but im serious about this just so you people can really kno who i am cause i kno people that really kno me and thats naury and shayan they really REALLY kno me they just dont kno me of the stupid hyper demis no i am a sweet guy and a sensitive ok w.e just ask me

~demis

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I got an idea [06 Jul 2004|10:12pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

Friends and people i want to do something you guys think you guys kno me some think im nice sweet like shayan and naury some think im always hyper and stupid and annoying and some just think i have different attitudes or something i want you to ask me question it could be personal serious or just wanting to kno but im serious about this just so you people can really kno who i am cause i kno people that really kno me and thats naury and shayan they really REALLY kno me they just dont kno me of the stupid hyper demis no i am a sweet guy and a sensitive ok w.e just ask me

~demis

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Hi.. [06 Jul 2004|09:34pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

hey havent writtin in a while got my cell today and uhm... had my first c.s. meeting, still communicating with alex, the girl i meet in punta cana, i feel alone in this world like i hope i find someone soon edgar says just have fun and you wont think of it well i cant and besides edgar is treating me like crap all of a sudden so w.e uhm its funny our lifes are already made if you think about it by god we just live it but its awesome thought like its hard to explain its already made we just live it day by day i dunno its something i was thinking of but w.e uhm well i love all my true good friends and i miss you all especially since i havent seen you for a while guys :) well later guys ill talk to you tommorow if i can which i probably will :) another thing im feeling better for people that were reading my lj im more calm and relaxed i kno that some day i will meet someone and hopefully it will turn out great hope so cause i really wish it will happen soon :)

~demis

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deppression [04 Jul 2004|08:54pm]
[ mood | sad ]

hello people i am back from my trip from punta cana you probably wondering how it went, well here it goes

for the first 4 days it was heaven why, well first i saw this girl at night going to my hotel room and i saw her walking fixing her hair she notice me watching her so i waved, second day at like around 7 she approached me and ask me if i liked cky cause i was wearing the shirt i try to act it cool and we had a great all night talk that eventually even got us drunk it was cool but i felt for her the third night was the craziest we got totally wasted it was cool and we hooked up ( kissed ) =( i will never forget that day thats why i miss her so much the third day we chilled at the pool talked about life so forth and then the 4th day she left like around noon when she was about to leave i gave her my necklace the one that everyones here knows about the tiki man which i have said brings me good luck well i gave it to her cause i wanted her to have it because its a mark that i will never forget her she gave me a leather star wristband which i will never take off just like i never took of my necklace. people i am not obsessed i just really miss her and im really depressed i want to here how to like not get so hurt by this because this girl was really something to me something that hasnt happen to me in a long time please comment something im really not feeling good inside and i kno none have seen me depresed promise that you will see me depressed not for attention cause im really hurting inside this girl was really something i mean we communicated so buitifully her hair was so buitiful and smelled so good and was straigt and soft her face was like an open lily ( hawaiian flower) so buitiful her personality like no one i have ever seen before so strange but so perfect man im really into her :( -tears- < there reall i really am teary, i pray i see her again cause if i could i would get my car when i get it and drive to pennslyvania just to see her even if it takes me 2 days cause thats how long it will take me cause i can go to canada in 2 days why not pennslyvania the only different i wont sleep ill just keep driving just to see her again im sorry i am writing to much about her but its emotions deprresion for me please i need help in how to stop thinking about it ill gave you a dollar im serious

when she left every night i went to the beach and lied down looking at the moon thinking and thinking and once again it made me tear up life is hard people emotions money work everything like me i never had really good parents i learn everything ive learned by life my dad wont par anything for me the child care is by my dads mom and my mom is always arguing which im trying to put a limit to i might get a job at a movie place and hopefully i can save my money the job well be doing the teathre things but one more thing drawing on the doors such as you see when theres a new movie such as shrek 2 in dolphin so hopefully that would be cool hopefully uhm besides all this i miss alexandra (alex) that was her name and well remember friends whenever you guys need something please tell me i will try to make it come true help you guys out mayb even teach you things cause man my whole life i have teached myself please and if you guys ever felt like this comment so i can read and maybe it can help me a little

well i think im done camie if our reading this sorry for the essays now i kno why you wrote so much to express yourself im sorry


~Demis

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Yo... [23 Jun 2004|05:38pm]
[ mood | W.e. ]

Hello, well im here now in my room bored, and came back from edgar's house which i sleeped over for like sunday thru wednesday, and now im here talking to shayan online and i feel really bad for her and whats shes gone thru i hope her the best cause shes really cool, uhm.. went to the hive on monday and tuesday, and i would really like my hat back soon mrs. lizzy!! =) uhm besides that uhm something really gay happened on monday which involved a girl for the people that really kno me yea a girl again, i have the worse luck when it comes to girls but i have decided fuck it i dont care anymore because man there are some girls out there that are total fucking bitches, and im not talking about my friends, but yea ive only told one person really and tyhats shayan cause i dont kno i think she'll be the one that understands more. Well sunday im going to dominican republic and yea i hope that would be fun even though im gonna be all by myself maybe ill find a friend or if i get lucky a girl yea righ me find a girl hahahahha in dominican republic so i cant talk to and not be alone the whole week im there hahaha please i must be drunk... well i think this is long enough i dont want to start writing paragraphs like someone i kno ( cmie dont get stupid and get pissed just cause i said that cause im not the happiest person either)

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Today.... [22 Jun 2004|01:39am]
[ mood | bored ]

Today was cool, chilled with Andre, Edgar, Julio, Andy, the whole crew of Danny's and just chilled later with Andre and Julio at taco bell. And thats all

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Here at Edgar's house. [21 Jun 2004|03:16am]
[ mood | happy ]

Hey today or yesterday i went to dolphin and now im here with edgar. Gonna sleep over until like wednesday, so yeah. Tommorow or today w.e we might go to sunset just to chill and shit. Uhm Katie can i ask you something, why are you not chatting or talking to me? It's making me worried and yea. Not that people care about me anyways, but ofcourse im always the wrong one, plus im Demis the unlucky one, and no people im trying to be the attention person, i really do have feelings!!

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Dont kno [19 Jun 2004|10:52pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Today was ok i guess, went to dolphin got the new beastie boys cd and shayan is hopefully gonna burn me the new incubus cd which is one of my fav bands but yea, listening to the cd now uhm talking to naury and maria, bored w.e peace

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TODAY SUCK ED HUMONGOUS -> ( Y ) [18 Jun 2004|08:45pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]

Today....................fucking..................sucked. I didnt skate how i planned it because my friend's dad said oh we have to do aomthing out of nowhere so i just went home and then i skated the whole day, didnt get invited to a place and i dont want to talk about that cause i dont want to start nothing, and being home for three days in a row is fucking boring especially when there is nothing on t.v. Today sucked!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tommorow im going to dolphin, and hopefully ill have fun. I really hope i have fun and nothing gay happens!. Putting really cold water in your air feels good as hell.

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Pissed [18 Jun 2004|04:27pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Pissed off

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Hello [18 Jun 2004|12:35am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Today was cool, well yesterday according to the time, but it was straight stayed home chilled and played techdeck the boredom got a new s/n (HIM skater333).... uhm went to a friends house, and tommoring according to the time today, skate the whole day with a team member, and were gonna skate every spot were really gonna kill ourselfs tommorow. Well thats all

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Awake [17 Jun 2004|10:56am]
[ mood | artistic ]

Just woked up, my alarm clock, 7 freaking calls holycrap its like one after another until i woked up and then no one else has called motherfuckers well im off to another day without plans and im gonna go to toys'r'us to see if they have a tech deck park thing so i wont be bored in my house anymore =) hahaha uhm besides that im here doinmg nothing ok buh bye

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Can't sleep [17 Jun 2004|12:04am]
[ mood | cold ]

Man i cant sleep im talking to shayan to put a hot ass background.. and watching real world peanut butter bitch

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Something.. [16 Jun 2004|10:39pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Im so bored, today i did nothing besides nothing, i woked up went to the gym applied for a job which i doubt im gonna get cause every job is like that, uhm after that i went home, then skated behind winndixie cleared this gap and did this drop thing there, uhm went home took a shower and stayed home the whole day pretty boring.



I wanna thanks my friends for being there, my true friends, the people that have been there for me for a long time and actually respect me for.. me, Edgar, Adriel, Kenny, Eddy, Milo, Katie, Miche, Naury, Liz, Lisi, Billy, Drea, Josh, Shayan, Pixie, Ramon ( my good old bus driver that guy was the best ), Felipe, thanks you guys, even though we have all had our problems, or never had, thanks for being there.


Im so bored i hate thinking it sometimes actually gives you headaches and hate thinking of the past. Well im gonna keep being bored.

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Blah! [16 Jun 2004|06:36pm]
[ mood | bored ]

So bored, nothing to do, hungry, lalala. I wanna do something i dont want it to be like last weekend saturday was so boring i didnt do anything i wanna do something this weekend and not be bored. If you guys have any plans tell me please even though im not a major thing, please tell me so i wont be bored ill just "hang" with you people, i wont bother or anything.

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Happy Birthday Shayan. [16 Jun 2004|03:16pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Hey, well to start off im here in my house kinda bored came from the gym and a little sore, a little hungry but i dont want my mom to start bitching cause shes always bitching for the little stupidest things damn cuban parents. UHm, dont kno what im gonna do later, i think im just gonna stay home i dont kno. In other news HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAYAN, hope you have a good birthday and all your wishes come true.

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Happy... [15 Jun 2004|09:11pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Im happy.. why cause today was one of the best day i have evr had in skating first we skated a school did some 5's and grinded benches then we went to this church... IT HAD A HUGE OVERSIZE 4 and i cleared that shit it was awesome, then we went to this kids house and i did a good run, nollie 360 pop-shuveit, then kickflip over a cone and then boardslide this awesome rail, and then we decided to destroy the cone so my friend did a nice 180 flip over the cone and i did a TRE FLIP man i was soaked when i landed both feet on the bolts and im like DUM DUM DUM so happy i landed that shit, so today was a good day. Now im talking to felipe and shayan online and listening to music well peace out nigga e's =).

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This rocks [15 Jun 2004|12:55pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I love this layout Iron Maiden fucking rocks THANKS NAURY!!!!!!!!!!!

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New layout! [15 Jun 2004|12:41pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Its Naury... I made Demis a layout cuz um. his old one sucked.



Well yeah, Demis rocks, and all you mofos better comment a lot of his lj!

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